I′m Going Through Changes I'm Going Through Changes
Lately, I Really Feel Like I′m Rollin' For Delph
Like Philly Feel Like I'm Losing Control Of Myself,
I Sincerely Apologize If All That I Sound Like,
Is I′m Complainin′ But Life Keeps On Complicatin' And
I′m Debatin' On Leavin′ This World, This Evenin', Even
My Girls Can See I′m Grievin', I Try And
Hide It But I Can't, Why Do I Act
Like I′m All High And Mighty When Inside, I′m
Dyin', I Am Finally Realizin′ I Need Help I
Can't Do It By Myself Too Weak, Two
Weeks I′ve Been Havin' Ups And Downs Goin′ Through
Peaks And Valleys, Dilly-dallyin' 'Round With The Idea Of
Endin′ The Shit Right Here I′m Hatin' My Reflection,
I Walk Around The House Tryna Fight Mirrors I
Can′t Stand What I Look Like, Yeah, I Look
Fat, But What Do I Care? I Give A
-, Only Thing I Fear Is Hailie I'm Afraid
If I Close My Eyes I Might See Her,
Shit I′m Going Through Changes I'm Going Through
Changes I Lock Myself In The Bedroom, Bathroom,
Nappin′ At Noon Yeah, Dad's In A Bad Mood,
He's Always Snappin′ At You Marshall, What Happened At
You? Can′t Stop With These Pills And You've Fallen
Off With Your Skills And Your Own Fans Are
Laughin′ At You It Become A Problem You're Too
Pussy To Tackle, Get Up Be A Man, Stand,
A Real Man Woulda Had This Shit Handled Know
You Just Had Your Heart Ripped Out And Crushed
They Say Proof Just Flipped Out, Homie Just Whipped
Out And Bust Nah, It Ain′t Like Doody
To Do That He Wouldn't Fuckin′ Shoot At Nobody,
He'd Fights First But Dwellin' On It Only Makes
The Night Worse Now I′m Poppin′ Vic's, Perks And
Methadone Pills 'Yeah, Em, Tight Verse, You Killed It'
Fuckin′ Drug Dealers Hang Around Me Like Yes Men
And They Gon' Do Whatever I Says When I
Says It It′s In Their Best Interest To Protect
Their Investment And I Just Lost My Fuckin' Best
Friend, So Fuck It, I Guess Then I′m
Going Through Changes (Don't Know What I'm Going Through)
I′m Going Through Changes (But I Just Keep On
Going Through Changes) My Friends Just Can′t Understand
This New Me That's Understandable Man, But Just Think
How Bananas You′d Be You'd Be An Animal Too,
If You Were Trapped In This Fame And Caged
In It Like A Zoo And Everybody′s Lookin' At
You, What You Want Me To Do? I′m Startin'
To Live Like A Recluse And The Truth Is
Fame's Startin′ To Give Me An Excuse To Be
At A All-time Low I Sit Alone In My
Home Theater, Watchin′ The Same Damn DVD Of The
First Tour, The Last Tour, He Was Still Alive
And It Hurt Sore, Fast-forward, Sleepin' Pills′ll Make
Me Feel Alright And If I'm Still Awake In
The Middle Of The Night I Just Take A
Couple More, Yeah, You′re Motherfuckin' Right I Ain′t Slowin'
Down For No One, I Am Almost Homeward Bound
Almost In A Coma, Yeah, Homie, Come On, Don't
Look Now 'Daddy, Don′t You Die On Me, Daddy,
Better Hold Your Ground' Fuck! Don′t I Know The
Sound Of That Voice? Yeah, Baby, Hold Me Down
I'm Going Through Changes (Don′t Know What I'm
Going Through) I′m Going Through Changes (But I Just
Keep On Going Through Changes) Wake Up In
The Hospital Full Of Tubes, But Somehow I'm Pullin′
Through Swear When I Come Back I'ma Be Bulletproof
I'ma Do It Just For Proof, I Think I
Should State A Few Facts ′cause I May Not
Get A Chance Again To Say The Truth Shit
It Just Hit Me That What If I Would
Not′ve Made It Through? I Think About The Things
I Woulda Never Got To Say To You I'd
Never Get To Make It Right, So Here′s What
I Came To Do Hailie, This One Is
For You, Whitney And Alaina Too I Still Love
Your Mother, That'll Never Change Think About Her Every
Day, We Just Could Never Get It Together Hey,
Wish There Was A Better Way For Me To
Say It But I Swear On Everything, I′d Do
Anything For Her On Any Day There Are Just
Too Many Things To Explain, When It Rains Guess
It Pours, Yes It Does, Wish There Wasn't Any
Pain But I Can′t Pretend There Ain't, I
Ain't Placin′ Any Blame I Ain′t Pointin' Fingers, Heaven
Knows I′ve There Never Been A Saint I Know
That It Feels Like We Just Pissed Away Our
History And Just Today I Looked At Your Picture,
Almost If To Say I Miss You Sub-consciously, Wish
It Didn't End This Way But I Just Had
To Get Away, Don′t Know Why I Don't Know
What Else To Say, I Guess I′m I'm
Going Through Changes (Don't Know What I′m Going Through)
I′m Going Through Changes (But I Just Keep On
Going Through Changes)