Dear God, Please, Hear Me Out I Know It′s
Been A Couple Years Since I've Reached Out And
Said Hello I Bet You′re Wondering Why I
Keep Obsessing On And Stressing All The Little Things
When I Should Be Living Life And Soaking Up
The Memories I Know I've Been Selfish, I
Have No Excuse To Give You, It's True Hanging
By A Thread′s How I Live I Don′t Know
Why, But I Feel More Comfortable Living In
My Agony, Watching My Self-esteem Go Up In Flames,
Acting Like I Don't Care What Anyone Else Thinks,
When I Know Truthfully That That′s The Furthest Thing
From How I Feel, But I'm Too Proud
To Open Up And Ask Ya To Pick Me
Up And Pull Me Out This Hole I′m Trapped
In The Truth Is, I Need Help, But I
Just Can't Imagine Who Who I′d Be If I
Was Happy Yeah, Been This Way So Long
It Feels Like Something's Off When I'm Not Depressed
I Got Some Issues That I Won′t Address I
Got Some Baggage I Ain′t Opened Yet I
Got Some Demons I Should Put To Rest I
Got Some Traumas That I Can't Forget I Got
Some Phone Calls I Been Avoiding Some Family Members
I Don′t Really Connect With Some Things I
Said I Wish I Would Of Not Let Slip
Some Hurtful Words That Never Should Of Left My
Lips Some Bridges Burned, I'm Not Ready To Rebuild
Yet Some Insecurities I Haven′t Dealt With, Yes
I'll Be The First To Admit That I′m A
Lonely Soul And The Last To Admit I Need
A Hand To Hold Losing Hope, Headed Down A
Dangerous Road Strange, I Know, But I Feel Most
At Home When I'm Living In My Agony,
Watching My Self-esteem Go Up In Flames Acting, Like
I Don't Care What Anyone Else Thinks, When I
Know Truthfully That That′s The Furthest Thing From How
I Feel, But I′m Too Proud To Open
Up And Ask Ya To Pick Me Up And
Pull Me Out This Hole I'm Trapped In The
Truth Is, I Need Help, But I Just Can′t
Imagine Who Who I'd Be If I Was Happy
Don′t Know What's Around The Bend Don′t Know
What My Future Is But I Can't Keep On
Living In Living In My Agony, Watching My
Self-esteem Go Up In Flames Acting, Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks, When I Know Truthfully
That That′s The Furthest Thing From How I
Feel, But I′m Too Proud To Open Up And
Ask Ya To Pick Me Up And Pull Me
Out This Hole I'm Trapped In The Truth Is,
I Need Help, But I Just Can′t Imagine Who
Who I'd Be If I Was Happy If
I Was Happy If I Was Happy