Hey Nate, How′s Life? I Don't Know, It′s Alright
I've Been Dealin' With Some Things Like Every Human
Being And Really Didn′t Sleep Much Last Night
I′m Sorry That's Fine I Just Think I Need
A Little Me Time I Just Think I Need
A Little Free Time Little Break From The Shows
And The Bus Rides Last Year, I Had
A Breakdown Thoughts Tellin′ Me I'm Lost, Gettin′ Too
Loud Had To See A Therapist Then I Found
Out Somethin' Funny′s Going On Up In My House
Yeah, Started Thinkin' Maybe I Should Move Out
You Know Pack My Cart, Take A New Route
Clean Up My Yard, Get The Noose Out Hang
Up My Heart, Let It Air Out I've
Been Searchin′ What Does That Mean, Nate? I′ve Been
Learnin' Grabbin′ My Keepsakes Leavin' My Burdens Well, I
Brought A Few With Me, I′m Not Perfect Lookin'
At The View Like This Concerns Me Pickin′ Up
The Cues Right? I'm Quite Nervous Hate It When
I Lose Sight, Life Gets Blurry And Things Might
Hurt Me It's Prolly Gonna Be A Long Journey,
But Hey! It′s Worth It Though Cold World
Out There, Kids Grab Your Coats Been A Minute
I Know, Now I′m Back To Roam Looking For
The Antidote To Crack The Code Pretty Vivid, I
Admit It, I'm In Classic Mode Don′t Need Pity
Given To Me, But I Can't Condone Talkin′ Down
To Me, I'ma Have To Crack Your Nose For
Crackin′ Jokes I'm Lookin' For The Map To Hope
You Seen It? Been Makin′ A Whole Lot
Of Changes Wrote A Song About That You Should
Play It I Get Scared When I Walk On
These Stages I Look At The Crowd And See
So Many Faces Yeah That′s When I Start
To Get Anxious That's When My Thoughts Can Be
Dangerous That′s When I Put On My Makeup And
Drown In Self-hatred, Forget What I'm Sayin An′-
Where The Beat Go? Ohh Ain't That Somethin′ Drums
Came In, You Ain't See That Comin' Hands On
My Head, Can′t Tell Me Nothin′ Gotta Taste Of
The Fame, Had To Pump My Stomach Throw
It Back Up Like I Don't Want It Wipe
My Face, Clean Off My Vomit OCD Tryna Push
My Buttons I Said Don′t Touch It Now Y'all
Done It I Can Be Critical Never Typical
Intricate With Every Syllable I′m A Criminal Intimate But
Never Political Pretty Visual Even If You Hate It,
I Make You Feel Like You're In It Though
You Call Me What You Wanna, But Never
Call Me Forgettable Leave You Deep In Thought, I
Could Never Swim In The Kiddy Pool Way That
I Be Thinkin′ Is Cinematic, It's Beautiful Man, I
Don't Know If I′m Makin′ Movies Or Music Videos
(videos) The Sales Can Rise Doesn't Mean Much
Though When Your Health Declines See We′ve All Got
Somethin' That We′ve Trapped Inside That We Try To
Suffocate, You Know Hoping It Dies Try To Hold
It Under Water But It Always Survives Then It
Comes Up Out Of Nowhere Like An Evil Surprise
Then It Hovers Over You To Tell You Millions
Of Lies You Don't Relate To That, Must Not
Be As Crazy I Am The Point I′m
Makin Is The Mind Is A Powerful Place And
What You Feed It Can Affect You In A
Powerful Way It's Pretty Cool Right? Yeah, But It's
Not Always Safe Just Hang With Me, This Will
Only Take A Moment Okay Just Think About
It For A Second If You Look At Your
Face Every Day When You Get Up And Think
You′ll Never Be Great You′ll Never Be Great Not
Because You're Not But The Hate Will Always Find
A Way To Cut You Up And Murder Your
Faith (Whoo) I Been Developin′ Take A Look
At The Benefits Nothin' To Meddle With I Could
Never Be Delicate Am I Even Relevant That Depends
How You Measure It Take A Measurement Then Bag
It Up And Give Me The Evidence Pretty
Evident Dependable Can Never Be Tentative I′m A Gentleman
Depending On If I Think You're Genuine Pretty Elegant
But Not Afraid To Tell You To Get A
Grip Proper Etiquette I Keep It To Myself When
I Celebrate It′s That Time Again Better Grab
Your Balloons And Invite Your Friends Seatbelts Back On,
Yeah, Strap 'em In Look At Me Everybody, I'm
Smilin′ Big On A Road Right Now, That I
Can′t Predict Tell Me Tone That Down, But I
Can't Resist Y′all Know That Sound, Better Raise Your
Fist The Search Begins I'm Back, So Enjoy The
Trip